"Jackknife in Your Jeans"
You knew it was there in the front pocket, right there with the quarter for lunch, the nickel for a Milky Way -- you carried metal undetected, unsuspected, free to come and go. You knew the bone polish of its flanks, honed burnish of its blade: spit on the whetstone, rub circles to perfect the edge. Remember the tidy heft of it, how you gauged it just right to make it turn once and a half in the air, stick between your buddy's feet. No fear unless some greasy stranger, two years older but still in your grade, flashed a danger-blade six inches long, snick-click and you imagined bloody slash, tight circle jab-dance, hold on, this is way too serious. You'd stick to the friendly corner of the schoolyard, a place to practice. Maybe the principal came out in his shirt sleeves to show you a trick. Across the way girls might turn from their jacks and jump-ropes, whisper something new and old, something you needed to grasp, but that would be later: later with room in your pocket to fold it away, keep it in waiting, keep it where you could find it, ready when it was time.
© 2009 Michael Harty
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